As I lie on my bed with the lights dimmed, a man’s deep, sexy voice oozes out of my phone’s speaker while a black and white swirling pattern occupies the screen.
I’m naked, with my underwear around my ankles, but this is a form of masturbation I’ve never tried before. The only thing that can make me orgasm is the sound of this man’s voice on a YouTube video – I’m going “hands-free.”
I was skeptical about erotic hypnosis. Not to be confused with audio porn or ASMR, it claims to put users into a trance for the purposes of sexual pleasure. Type “erotic hypnosis” into YouTube and you are met with dozens of videos – some of which have six million views.
I wasn’t expecting erotic hypnosis to work. I understand hypnosis and the phenomenal results it can produce, but to bring you to a sexual climax in 25 minutes without any physical stimulation? I wasn’t convinced.
The man starts with the “deepener” – a process where the hypnotist takes you into a deep state of relaxation to open up your unconscious mind. He encouraged me to let all thoughts drift away, adding: “Nothing matters but me and you, all you have to do is obey.” Very “Fifty Shades of Grey.”
Focus then turned to my breathing – deep, slow breaths designed to rid my body of tension and lead me into a deeper psychological state where I’m more open to arousal.
He demanded I listened to his voice and let it “consume me” as he put me into a hypnotic state, promising it would be a “pleasurable experience.”
He instructed me to envisage stepping onto an escalator, which would take me on a journey into a “bed of trance” as he counted down from 10.
When it came to the “arousal,” the tone changed. It became more erotic; the words he used were dirty, firm and authoritarian.
He told me what a good girl I was and that he was controlling my nether regions. He asked me to call him “Master” and to follow all of his commands. He told me in detail what he was doing to me and ordered me to become more and more aroused. It was very, very sexy.
It’s difficult to remember what happens under the trance – after all, that’s the whole point of hypnosis, you’re basically unconscious. I fell completely under his spell and was so deep in the trance it felt like a dream.
I remember feeling totally controlled and dominated, submissive to this man’s tones, telling me I couldn’t orgasm until he allowed me to. He told me what he wanted me to visualize and think about and performed various verbal sex acts on me, which he ordered me to imagine him doing.
It was unbelievably pleasurable.
His voice remained low and sexy and the build-up was long, slow, and seductive – what woman doesn’t want that during sex?
The hypnotist used lots of visualizations and there was a very S&M vibe to it, with him very much the dominant one.
I’d only dabbled in S&M recently and I would love to explore it further, especially after listening to this audio.
It felt so natural for me to be totally dominated sexually – and I think, if most women were honest, they would agree. To feel owned is incredibly liberating, which I know sounds contradictory.
